whats the difference?

whats the difference? between black and dark??
it wouldn't really matter does it??
when your whole sky is full of dark rainy clouds..
where you won't be able to see the lights..
that were suppose to shone..
it's so dark and lonely..
the feeling of being here..
I'm lonely..
and it felts like the sky was hiding from me..
it was so sad..
the world that i know..
is now full of dark and sadness..
how lonely..
so lonely..
when i look up..
i can see nothing..
as the rain falls down..
it fell into my eyes..
it hurts..
but it'll never be..
as hurt as my heart once was..

go 2 skol? or nt go 2 skol?

haiz.. go or nt go leh??
so frustrated..
zzz.. duno leh!!
FINE!! i go!!
lolz.. 2day soooo borin..
ntg 2 do.. haiz..
thought cn paint de wall..
buhu.. pn. ng lie 2 us..
T.T.. jkjk..
haiz, then me n sara went 2 library..
lolz, dun wana do batik..>///<
v go 2 help.. or may b its nt helpin at al..
lolz.. v as in hh, michelle, jam, me n sara keep chatin..
hahaz.. the library seem more lyk a market.. XD!!
then.. ntg fun happen.. 1 word.. BORINNNNNN!!!!
durin recess.. jam n chian ni look at me n hh..
i tink they talk bout mouth or sumtin..
so me, hh n sara look at them lyk they gt virus or sumtin..
lolz!! then, de 3 of us run bak 2 de library b4 jam could catch us.. >.v lock de door.. hahaz!!
after tat.. blah blah blah..
v keep on plyin plyin n plyin..
sweat.. hurg.. tink i gt a sore throat.. zzz.
anyway, at 11 i tink..
their senior came in..
SHIT!! v're soooo in trouble..
me n sara sneak out.. lolz..
haiz, v lei long in de skol.. ntg 2 do mah..
RINGGGG!! finally!! they went bak 2 their classroom..
so, v sneak bak in.. hahaz.. lyk hide n seek..
i tink de whole day..
de most funniest part is wen v off al de lights n tell ghost stories..
lol.. actually i'm de 1 hu tel lar..
i kept lookin bhind me as if there were sumtin there..
( 2 scare them lar) >.<
haha.. bt i hvn fin it yet..
c lar.. may b i'l fin it 2mr.. ^^

halloween around the corner.. ><

wauwii!!!!
halloween is cumin!!!!
haiz.. bt din hav trick or treat in our country..
sob sob.. wan sweets..
bt i tink jam wan more sweets than i do..
ho? jam.. XD!!
haiz.. din go 4 lm farewell dinner.. sad T.T
full aldy.. >///<
lol.. too late lar..
should ask earlier..
lol^^
hump!! sum of my frens go genting 2day..
x fair!!
hh!! gt buy me souveniers ar??
wuwuwu.. i wana goooooo!!!!!!!!
cheh!! i go sunway again..
tis tym may b i go wif kuljeet, aina n jam..
hav a water war!!
haha.. aina.. jam..
prepare 2 die!!
muahahahaha XD!!

YAY!!! XD

Yahoo!!!! de 39 clues buk sixth is cumin out!!!
8 days from nw!!! hurray!!!!
tomorow, i'm goin 2 vandalise de skol wall..
haha.. jkjk.. i'm goin 2 decorate lar..
drawin.. hahas..
so many activities!!
so happy!!^^

form 5 n form 6 graduation day..

graduation..
sounds 2 me is lyk gettin old..
haiz.. talkin bout graduation..
jam said tat 2day is de day tat wen v standard 6 graduated from lai meng..
duno true anot lar..
bt if its true then truly memorable lo..
its been 3 years ler..
nw tinkin of it makes me feel old..
furthermore, nex week sat got carnival at lai meng..
lookin at those primary graders makes me feel even older..
haiz.. so old..
lol.. nw i'm talkin old..
nt graduation.. should change de title..
um.. graduation.. rite!!
it was soooooo borin!!!
they juz read out de name 1 by 1..
i think almoz de whole dewan students have sleept through it..
hahas.. din giv them any face..
lol.. lz 2 write lar..
ntg special happen 2day..
bt.. well, may b gt 2 thing tats special..
1st.. SUMBODY made his/her lov 1 angry n dun noe how 2 apologiz..
nt apologiz lar.. um.. sumtin lyk repair back their usual relationship..
tat SUMBODY ask 4 advise from his/her fren bt in de end..
tat SUMBODY doesn't und how 2 do at al..
zzz.. air head.. lol, jkjk..
next, we're going forensic lawatan nex week thurs!!!
yay!!! FORENSIC ROCKS!!!
bt duno is it thurs anot.. zzz..
try 2 ask tcher on monday..
lol..
FORENSIC!!

sunway!!!^^

yay!!!
sunway!!!
soooo fun^^
v reach there at 10am..
damn early..
lol..
then v went 2 de ticket booth 2 buy de tickets..
rm 45 per person if gt mykad or jusco card..
haha..
at 1st me n hh wanna go 2 de toilet..
bt cnt find it..
then v turn rite n went upstairs hopin 2 fin de toilet..
bt.. TT cnt find it.. haha..
so v ask a cleacner there..
she said go down n turn left..
man.. juz nw v juz walk pas through it..
lol.. damn funny..
then wen we're done..
hy said she wanted 2 try al de games..
since de closin tym is 6pm..
so, v try it..
first, v went 4 de ferris wheel..
lol.. we're de oni ones..
then, after de 1st round..
i thought v could go down..
v al thought as wel..
since its damn borin hanging slowly in de midair..
then wen we're ready 2 get down..
OMG!!! it din stop..
haha, so v hav sat tat ferris wheel 4 2 rounds..
n wen v reach de highest place..
v shout 4 help n said tat we're being held hostage..
lol.. juz 4 fun..
since there isn't many people arriving at 1st..
haha..
then, i tink de nex game is...
rite!! de pirate ship..
damn scary.. at 1st its ok lar..
bt wen it gotten higher n higher it bcum soooo scary..
v kept shoutin 4 our lives..
haha.. hh n kx said its 360 decree..
bt me n hy say its nt..
watevr lar..
wat i rmb is tat wen our side went up..
i scream very loudly..
then wen de other side went up..
a boy scream very loudly..
lol.. then de rest of de tym wen we're swingin..
i tink me n him r competing hu shout de loudest..
haha.. then, v went 4 de 1st roller coaster..
whoa!!! tats a rollercoaster tat wen u r ridin it..
u cnt even feel ur butt is on de chair..
as if u r flyin out..
soooo fun!!! its lyk 3 loops at once..
lol.. wen i got down.. i cnt even feel my leg anymore..
haha.. then, v sat another roller coaster..
hahas.. tis 1 isn't as scary as b4..
it din excatly hav loops..
bt it runs very fast..
sooo fast tat i thought wun stop n keep on goin 4ever..
hahas.. after tis, v wanted 2 try de car drivin thing at extreme park..
bt it was sooo far away.. its lyk we're at south n needed 2 go 2 de north..
so, v use de brigde..
lol.. hy is afraid..
bt cnt blame her.. in de middle of de bridge, i aso startin 2 scare..
lols.. wen v get 2 de other side..
our legs r achin lyk hell..
damn hurt leh..
then.. at 1st v wanted 2 ride de car..
bt sooo expensiv..
rm 20 per ride..
haiz..
so v change it 2 motorbike..
haha.. rm 10 oni..
lol.. then v start it..
de accelerate n brike r sooo confusin..
bt i stil manage 2 get it rite..
lol.. so clever.. jkjk..
then there's a guide person r in front of us ridin on another motorbike..
zzz.. de road was bumpy bt it was fun..
he let go 4 2 rounds..
bt he kept followin us..
hump.. de ride was fun bt.. x privacy..
lol.. jkjk.. then, v started 2 feel thirsty..
so v went 2 a nearby shop 2 buy food n drinks..
lol.. damn expansiv..
wen v fin it..
v walk around n look 4 any games 2 ply..
wen v go bek 2 de amusement park v try de shoe..
lyk a shoe ride or sumtin..
it goes round n round n round..
nt de cup 1..
its lyk.. um, in de ts de..
then, v try on de river float..
its lyk v sit on a float n v went down de river..
de river flows very quick.. lol..
v ply it many tyms..
cse its so fun..
then i think bout 2 or 3 times kx gt sooooo wet!!
hahas..
her clothes r al wet.. cse at sum places there r water falling from above..
lol.. so unlucky..
then there r 2 times tat me n hy got wet..
lol.. tats wen me n hy sit wif another 3 person..
sweat.. gotten so wet..
then v gt ride a slide..
damn fun!! v agree 2 scream as loudly as v could wen it started 2 fall..
lol.. muz go there again..
nex tym, v'll ply even longer..
cse tis tym oni ply til 5pm..
de closin tym is 6pm..
so tis tym we ply 4 um.... 7 hours..
nex tym, we're goin 2 ply 4 8 hours..
lol..
we'll help them 2 close de sunway lagoon's gate..
hahas

sunway^^

yay!!
i'm goin sunway 2day wif heng huei n gang..
soooo looking 4ward 2 it..
lol..
i'm goin nw..
wil write wat happen at sunway tonite..
4 de tym being..
bye bye^^

not the one

i always thought the he is the most precious person in my life..
but i guess i was wrong..
in my rainy world..
all i see was dark clouds and rain..
nothing more..
there was once that i have saw a bright light in front of me..
and i thought it was him..
it was so bright that it shone through my heart..
but..
ever since i was young..
there have already been three bright light shining me through my life..
it guide me as i go through everything..
hardship, friendship..
all this all this..
they have help me to go through it..
and yet..
i have not relise it yet..
they are my most precious people..
i wonder..
is it not late to notice now?

my rainy world..

my world has crumbled so many times..
i wonder when will it end..
today? tomorow? or forever?
my rainy world..
it has started rain again..
it's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday..
when it has filled with so much memories about you..
i needed you by myside..
but you are not..
i hate you..
but it disappear in a moment..
how could it even last when i needed you so much..
i will keep on to my life even without you..
but i would be lonely without you in my life..

yo!!

my new blog..
lol..
sory 2 my frens..
my old blog..
um..
dunno how to describe lar..
so i changed it..
more lyk delete it "sweat"

btw.. let me introduce a bit..
de post tat i wrote in shortcut is my daily life..
de post tat i wrote in longform is wat i saw or read it sumwhere..
may b newsppr or so on..
tat i juz add on sum words oni..
so tat they won't say i 'chau' them, rite?^^
blah blah blah..
so..
thx 4 visiting^^