i'm done trying already...

i'm done trying already..
all these years..
i wanna be tired of it..
but why??
i just wanna feel tired and forget bout him...
WHY??
everytime i sms or chat with you..
you are so cold to me..

i'm done trying already...
If you need me in your life..
call me..
BYE...

holiday

haih...
every time i'll have it..
why this time??
no mood at all..
somehow i feel like monday we're going back to school anyway..
just that....
can't feel the holiday mood at all..
HYPER HYPER!!!!
must rest a lot!!!!

to mich the peach

i don't hate you..
really..
if it's something that i'm wrong..
then i'm sorry..
please don't be sad..

9 years

it's been 9 years..
9 years of waitin yet no return..
now..
there's finally an answer..
he love someone else..
tears fall when i saw it..
n read it..
i guess..
we're just not meant to be..
i've tried to understand..
n try to be happy..
but all i get is a
broken heart..
and a pile of tears..
i force to smile yet its so fake..
i hate it..
today 14th of june.. 00.00am..
the day when i break into pieces..

CONTACT LENS!!!!

WUAH!!!!!
gonna get a contact lens!!!!
Uuuuuu...
dunno how lerrr...
hope won't be that painful...
>.<

KAWAD KAKI!!!

yay!!!! kawad kaki pandu puteri got the 4th place!!!!
PANDU PUTERI ROCKS!!!!
XD
this year better than last year larr at least..
but very yuuuu lerrr.. ><
first time kawad.. paiseh..
they kept laughing at us...
U.U
our group can't membezakan left and right...
>/////<
so yuuuuuu!!!!!!
lol..
then our formation also do outside the kotak!!!!
ARRRRR!!!!!
feel like crying under the tilam!!!
lol.. dun care larrrr..
as long as we do our best rite....
not convincing enough??
well,
PANDU PUTERI ROCKS!!!!
hahaha!!!!
wanna sleep dy..
nitez!!! ;D

!!!!!!

ARRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
long time didn't update dy!!!!
my frens kept saying this.. =.=
now i update lorrr....

YOH!!!!
I MISS U LERRRR, PEARLY!!!! ><
ok, here's the list of people i miss..
-pearly chua heng huei
-jamie lee mei mei
-tan wen jing
-tan wei ai
-all my formal standard 6 classmates
-all my primary school teacher
-and someone... >.>

YORRRR!!!!!! ( duno why kept felt like saying it.. )
today there's a programme..
very nice..
the international people came to our school..
actually not really international larr..
they're from uni-malaya..
but they're from other country..
there's
-Kate from scotland
-Pote(dunno how to spell ><) from thailand
-Mika & Nicole from Fillipines
and the others who they didn't intro..
its bout HIV and AIDS..
they presented it very nice..
and many games too.. kaka..
LOVE IT!!!!

then today there's the citrawarna or so practice..
but i didn't participate in it..
so i slept in the class..
WASAI!!!! slept so soundly..
so NICE!!!! XD

hmmmm.... anything else?!?!
OH YA!!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U, JANICE!!!!!
HAVE A GREAT YEAR AND MAY ALL UR 3 WISHES COME TRUE!!!!
XDD
thats all..
and V E MUMMY!!!!!
30 mins more then HAPPY BIRTHDAY LORRRR!!!!! XDD

++sukan++

we got last... again...
but i think we have done our best...
we have gotten ourselves 200 more marks...
IN 1 DAY!!! lol...
that's not easy...
the sun today feels so hot and it burns...
but when the match is over, the sun just go dimmer...
as if it is fighting with us and hide itself when it heard the result...
lol.. too imagination...
anyway,
here's some photos....

BENDEHARA'S MARCHER


THE LAKSA'S


THE SYAH'S


THE TEMENGGONG'S




ALL 4


I STILL GOT SOME MORE IN FACEBOOK... check it out.. =D

for all temenggong(s)

COME ON LARRR!!!!
BUCKEL UP!!!!
LIFT UP UR SPIRITS!!!!
WE ARE NOT LOSERS!!!!
WE ARE JUST LAZY BUMBS!!!!
FROM NOW WE MUST WORK HARD!!!!
NO MORE EASY LIFE!!!!

for the form 5(s)..
i'm soooo sorry....
even this is ur last year,
you can't watch as temenggong get at least third place...
(or may be not... haven't sukan yet)...

for some form 4(s)...
especially in my class...
u never stay for latih at all..
now u stay bcuz of sumtin...
feel like puking...
u r soooo DAMN fake!!!!
make my eyes sore as well!!!!

for some form 3(s)...
thank you!!!
you are so active!!!!
you help out a lot!!!
here's an advice...
don't follow the form 4(s) footsteps...
change temenggong(s) to the very best!!!!

as for form 1(s) and 2(s)....
i don't know you much...
but i also advice u...
be as active as the form 3(s)...
don't be like us form 4(s)...
our form really make my heart shatters...
hopefully next year we'll be more responsible...

TEMENGGONG FOR LIFE!!!! =)

I believe you by Low kay hwa

Yoh!!! i wanna read this book!!!!
so nice~~~~

there's a trailer for it....
but duno can upload or not
>< yoh!!! i really wanna read its ending leh...
anyone generous enough to buy it for me ar??? ><
haha!!

new year's wishes~~~

new year so borin leh... chat with him today~~~~ a bit bu shuang >////< since its CNY... wanna make some wishes cuz dun feel to w8 til b-day oni wish... too late liao...

hmmm... lets seee, oh ya!!!
1st~~~~he would come back to kas for tuition.. ><
2nd~~~~'kai gor' would find a gurlfren sooner.. XD
3rd~~~~jam will get over him soon and b wif the 1 she luv..
4th~~~~faster make a gathering with jam, pearly and kai xin (damn miss them ><)
5th~~~~all my frens stay happy and cheerful...
6th~~~~study hard for SPM and get scholarship XD
7th~~~~(last) i'll stay happy and cheerful no matter what...

thats all~~~ waseh... so many...
hope can dream comes true larrr... ><

valentines and CNY!!!

weird~~ this year really really weird~~
no semangat at all...
haih... >.< yesterday went to genting..
one word to describe..
CREEPY!!!!
the cable car stop moving in the midair leh... ><
haha!!! and the wind kept blowing!!!!
WUAAAA!!!! T~T the person sitting behind me kept screaming!!!
lol... wanna say can u please calm down?? but haih...
that time too scare to talk..
lol... OH!!
btw, thanks janice^^ for ur valantine choco :D
appreciated~~ haha!!!
V E!!! sooooo sorry!!!! din go to lau yat that day!!! GOMENASAI!!!!
><

the frens i have in 4 SC 2

halo~~~~
to those who read my post...
thanks^^
now i'm gonna intro my frens...
since sum of 'em wrote bout me...
so i'll join in the fun as well.. XD

Firstly, there's Sara *WEN WEN*...
Wen wen is the cool kind of girl in our class... But she's very nice and sweet... eventhough those who don't know her will absolute think that she's very nice... *especially boys* XDD

Next, its Jin Voon *JIN JIN*...
Jin jin is very generous kind... she'll always offer to help others whenever she know that they'll in trouble... she's very straightforward but very honest as well... Jin jin!!! be strong, kay?!? i'll help u in ur studies if u have any problem in understanding it...^^

Then, there's V E... *MUMMY* XDD...
Well, for those who know VE, surely know her personality already... She's very... perasan and sensitive... haha!!! i wrote like this she surely will kill me... >< Still, she's a very good fren and a very responsible monitor!!! btw, thanks for taking my place as the monitor, VE!! XD OH!!! and she is very *GOOD MOTHER* as well.. XDDDD

Hmmm... who's next?? Oh yea!!! there's wei-yen as well...
She's very good at communicating and a good fren... I can say that almost the whole school including the teachers are also her frens... btw, ERN!!! i love you sooo much for lending me that book!!!! >////< haha!!!

who else?!? OH YEAH!!! there's a new transfer girl in our class...
her name is suet li also known as JANICE...
she's a very kind and cute girl... although i didn't really chat with at times... but i can see that once u get to know her, she's a very nice girl^^

Thats all for today... HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!!! XD

haha!!! so funny!!!

today is the weirdest day ever!!!
first is that V E suddenly become a gud mother!!!
hahaha!!!! i laugh till i can't even stop laughing anymore...
lol!!!!
then, suet li..
she's very funny...
something happen larr...
next, is our temenggong's berirama!!!!
WASEH!!!!!
SO NICE!!!!
i love it soooo muchie!!!!!
THANKS SENIORS!!!!
FOR MAKING SUCH A GREAT MOVE AND ALWAYS MAKING US SMILE!!!!
HAHA!!!!

merentas desa... GO TEMENGGONG!!!!!

TEMENGGONG FITE!!!!!!
KILL ALL THE OTHER HOUSES!!!!
RUN LIKE THE WORLD IS FALLING DOWN!!!!
RUN FOR UR LIFES!!!!
NO MATTER WHAT HAPPEN!!!!
EYE ON THE PRIZE!!!!
GAMBATEH!!!!

Temenggong!!! DON'T LET US DOWN!!!

been three years in SMKPT..
2 years last place and 1 year 3rd place...
a bad thing to remember..
but its a got memory..
everyone work very hard to win..
but still there's some lazy worms in the house..
good thing they're not real worms..
if not i'll surely buy the spray to kill all of em...
haha.. jkjk..
anyway..
am bored of gettin last..
wanna get the highest!!!
TEMENGGONG!!!!
DON'T LOSE THIS YEAR!!!!
SHOW THOSE PEOPLE WHO HAVE BEEN SAYING 'TEMENGGONG IS A LOSER' THAT WHO EXACTLY IS THE REAL LOSER!!!!
SHOW THEM TO THEIR FACE!!!!
for form 1s!!!!
dun b so embarrass bout the yellow house!!!
say proudly that you're the yellow house!!!
AND THIS YEAR WE'RE SURELY GONNA TAKE THE TROPHY BACK HOME!!!
SAY IT LOUD AND CLEAR!!!
NOT A WORD MISS!!!!
TEMENGGONG!!!! GAMBATEH!!!!

unfair...

when i thought bout it..
it was so unfair..
why are u like this one?
may b i shouldn't really hav know u at all..
when u go..
my world just shut down yet..
u r havin fun with all of ur other frens..
i'm...
jealous..
i know i shouldn't yet...
i kinda started to hate u now!!
i feel like a dummy..
to believe that we're frens at all..
I HATE YOU!!!

原本想对你说一句话，
却看到你就脸红。。。
好想你也好想见你哦，
为何你要离开呢？？？

已有两个星期没见到你了。。。
我也无缘无故的习惯了。。。
但每天也总是想念着你。。。

一直都告诉朋友我不x他的我。。。
却每一刻都在x他。。。
好难受哦！！！

但现在。。。
我只想说声‘谢谢你。。。。’
因为：
-能遇上你是一种快乐。。。
-能与你谈天是一种福气。。。
-能x上你是一种幸福！！！

真的真的很感谢你所带给我每一天的娱乐。。。
如今我们就与以前一样。。。
我是你的好朋友。。。
你。。。
也是我的好朋友。。。

真心祝福你。。。
每天都能过得快快乐乐。。。
健健康康。。。

至：我的好朋友。。。

not the best week.. but a nice week..

many have happen during this week..
-jamie and xin yi transfer school..
-i became a pps percubaan..
-merentas desa in a fun way..
-fall down when walkin up the stairs..
-climbing up and climbing down..
-running to bio class to avoid being wrote as ponteng..
-rushing to tuisyen classes..
-no time doing homework..
-restless..
so many things have happen and yet i was only able to find this time to type it..
form 4 is definately not a honeymoon year..
good luck to all the form 4s..
and form 5s for going to SPM..
and form 3s for PMR..

what a year...

haih..
i'm having a hectic life here..
always run here run there..
no time to rest..
so tired..
but..
BUAHAHA!!!
today..
something boost up my energy.. lol!!!
at first i thought i saw wrong leh..
but but...
it's really him!!!
BUAHAHA!!!!
then.. we talk a bit..
lol..
cannot say much..
voice just won't come up!!!!
AHHHHHH!!!!!
i thought i won't be able to see him leh..
cause he say he change to somewhere..
lol...
BUAHAHAHA!!!
feel like screaming out loud!!!!
HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

worst worst day!!! grrrg!!! ><

haih!!!! today we're force to listen to a ceramah bout 'woman's stuff'..
YOH!!! stupid de leh!!!
we're not form 1 or babies okay?!?
yet, we're force to sit there and watch it with form 1..
DAMN!!!
not gonna write the rest..
feel lazy..
nite..~~

first day of school - a bad day

ok.. first of all..
it sucks..
i'm almost late becuz of my sis n the stupid traffic..
grrggg!!!!..
secondly..
i get into science 2..
can say tat i'm a bit dissappointed..
not tat i wanna cry or anything..
juz feel like shoutin out loud to release sum stress..
but.. there's always a but..
it's m'sia.. can't find anywhere to shout..
if i shout.. people will think i'm crazy..
and send me to tanjung rambutan.. haha..
not funny..
haih..
third..
my cous get to go to hokkaido..
man!!!
i also wanna go leh..
not fair.. ><
fourth..
everything is so hectic..
co-curiculum, sukan, tuitions, transports!!!! etc...
haih.. my head is spinnin now..
BU-HU!!
too bad!! cannot rest!!! >< !!!