unfair...

when i thought bout it..
it was so unfair..
why are u like this one?
may b i shouldn't really hav know u at all..
when u go..
my world just shut down yet..
u r havin fun with all of ur other frens..
i'm...
jealous..
i know i shouldn't yet...
i kinda started to hate u now!!
i feel like a dummy..
to believe that we're frens at all..
I HATE YOU!!!

原本想对你说一句话，
却看到你就脸红。。。
好想你也好想见你哦，
为何你要离开呢？？？

已有两个星期没见到你了。。。
我也无缘无故的习惯了。。。
但每天也总是想念着你。。。

一直都告诉朋友我不x他的我。。。
却每一刻都在x他。。。
好难受哦！！！

但现在。。。
我只想说声‘谢谢你。。。。’
因为：
-能遇上你是一种快乐。。。
-能与你谈天是一种福气。。。
-能x上你是一种幸福！！！

真的真的很感谢你所带给我每一天的娱乐。。。
如今我们就与以前一样。。。
我是你的好朋友。。。
你。。。
也是我的好朋友。。。

真心祝福你。。。
每天都能过得快快乐乐。。。
健健康康。。。

至：我的好朋友。。。

not the best week.. but a nice week..

many have happen during this week..
-jamie and xin yi transfer school..
-i became a pps percubaan..
-merentas desa in a fun way..
-fall down when walkin up the stairs..
-climbing up and climbing down..
-running to bio class to avoid being wrote as ponteng..
-rushing to tuisyen classes..
-no time doing homework..
-restless..
so many things have happen and yet i was only able to find this time to type it..
form 4 is definately not a honeymoon year..
good luck to all the form 4s..
and form 5s for going to SPM..
and form 3s for PMR..

what a year...

haih..
i'm having a hectic life here..
always run here run there..
no time to rest..
so tired..
but..
BUAHAHA!!!
today..
something boost up my energy.. lol!!!
at first i thought i saw wrong leh..
but but...
it's really him!!!
BUAHAHA!!!!
then.. we talk a bit..
lol..
cannot say much..
voice just won't come up!!!!
AHHHHHH!!!!!
i thought i won't be able to see him leh..
cause he say he change to somewhere..
lol...
BUAHAHAHA!!!
feel like screaming out loud!!!!
HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

worst worst day!!! grrrg!!! ><

haih!!!! today we're force to listen to a ceramah bout 'woman's stuff'..
YOH!!! stupid de leh!!!
we're not form 1 or babies okay?!?
yet, we're force to sit there and watch it with form 1..
DAMN!!!
not gonna write the rest..
feel lazy..
nite..~~

first day of school - a bad day

ok.. first of all..
it sucks..
i'm almost late becuz of my sis n the stupid traffic..
grrggg!!!!..
secondly..
i get into science 2..
can say tat i'm a bit dissappointed..
not tat i wanna cry or anything..
juz feel like shoutin out loud to release sum stress..
but.. there's always a but..
it's m'sia.. can't find anywhere to shout..
if i shout.. people will think i'm crazy..
and send me to tanjung rambutan.. haha..
not funny..
haih..
third..
my cous get to go to hokkaido..
man!!!
i also wanna go leh..
not fair.. ><
fourth..
everything is so hectic..
co-curiculum, sukan, tuitions, transports!!!! etc...
haih.. my head is spinnin now..
BU-HU!!
too bad!! cannot rest!!! >< !!!